Friday, August 21, 2009

#393: I'm Hungry.

I hate tonight.

I wanna go back to last night, after Dodgeball.
Listening to GossipBoySean make up Gossip Girl-ish stories about me, FredTan, Vanessa, himself and a certain someone. Scandalous nye!


Dear friend,
I lied. It was not beef. It was chicken.
I told you it was beef because I knew you couldn't eat it. I was emo-ing. I splurged on the most expensive O'Brien's sandwich to make me feel better. I felt I had to be selfish for that one time, so I lied to you.
Few hours before when I was having ice cream. You took a mouthful. I was emo-ing too. Yesterday was a hard day. Ice creams give me temporary happiness. You wanted more, I knew. So I finished everything when I saw you turn towards me.
You eat most of my food all the time. You ate finish my maggi when we were over at Hui Xian's place. You said you'd take half so I let you eat first. I walked off and when I came back there wasn't anymore, except for the veggie which you hate. That was my lunch and I was hungry.
Later at the curve, Jun Hsien surprised me with Carl's Jr's fries which I love so much. I offered some to the people sitting beside me in the cinema because I knew they would take only a few. You saw. You wanted some. So I passed it to you. You were sitting at the other end. The fries were gone for some time. I was annoyed because you were hogging my second lunch. I asked for it back and there were only a few left. Damn pissed. And hungry.
I'm sorry. But you keep eating my food when I need them most.



yunsin

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