#376: Fading Out.

SO so so so sorry for those who were concerned about me last night. Biggest apologies to Dorothy. I didn't get to take a picture with you. Bad timing all the time!

I'm sorry for not wanting to tell the ones who constantly asked "whats wrong?" Like a friend said, one of the ways I self-inflict myself is by hiding and keeping my issues to myself.

I hate it when people worry about me. And I don't want it to be a reason for friends to come and talk to me about deep things when we don't actually talk anymore.

How Andy got me to talk about it to him, i have no idea.

And I don't know how I feel about someone finally knowing how I felt.



But

I believe I've been so over emotional last night and today was because Jeffrey came this morning. I'd like think of it that way la. If not how the hell would I have had cravings for the past week (ask Villi! It was coke this time -.-) and also the ott emoness. Bah!

chiayunsin

I won't waste your time with my revelation
Hello my friend, I see you're back again
Hello mystery, don't bother to explain
How bout maybe, it's all been in my head
Hey well, I'm tired of this black & blue, black & blue
[Miike Snow - Black & Blue]