Wednesday, June 03, 2009

#354: I'm Beside You.

I should do something about myself.

What I've been going through for the past 2 months have taken a toll on my health. Sigh. I've lost massive weight and I've grown so much thinner. So thin my strapless bar keeps falling down, my once upon a time damn fitting clothes are now loose, my can-barely-zip-up pants fit perfectly fine and I look scarily thin when I wear spaghetti straps. My stomach capacity grew smaller, I only need 2 mouthful of food to make me damn full. I cried too much I got myself a pimple inside my right eye. And that wound at the back of my head? The pharmacist and my family doctor said it was due to over-stress and true enough, I got this over a month ago.

And so it is confirmed. That thingy at the back of my head is damn OhMyGod. Went to the salon yesterday and the hairstylist took a look at it. "It is seriously too OMG" and when he showed it to Fai "OH MY GAWDD" were his first words. So yea, it was friggin bad. Had a not-so-good look at it myself. Its practically an open wound the size of a 5 cents coin. Went to the pharmacist today and was give an antibiotic + steroids cream. Was supposed to get a milder one because my skin was so thin it would hurt so bad. And my mum, "let it hurt" WTF so I got the stronger one. Its called scalp dermatitis. Google it if you want but my head is not as bad as the images shown la. I'm damn afraid to apply the cream.

Anyways, I played futsal today. Tee heee :D and I am so looking forward to the next one! Thank goodness for such restless college mates.

I'd like to send an e-mail to Jon Schmidt to arrange Canon in D and Love Story together for my wedding day. Hahahha. I will (:




I have some photos I forgot about! The ones from Justin's camera last year.

orange uniform!

the awesomest boyfriend

the awesomest piano teacher.
we'd steal Kayu's wi-fi and watch youtube videos on his iPod touch and then he would play the songs after watching 'em twice. WTH. I wanna be that good but I am so damn lazy.

ilovedash,awesomestdogever

SPM Sejarah with hamster food
spot the RM100 note (:

the awesomest brother






Winter fades from spring to June
I want to feel the fall with you
Thats all I'll ever ask of you
Im yours, will you be mine?

Lets sleep in, turn back the clocks
Leave all the past behind you
Im beside you
Asleep I see who you are
And if its a dream dont wake me
Please dont wake me
[The Sequel - Memories (All We Need)]





yunsin

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