I haven't cried like shit in front of the computer for years until a few seconds ago.
Thanks, Juin. For that blog post. In the beginning, I cried because I could relate to it thinking that I'm in the same position as that sad friend of yours. As I go on, I cried even harder and then I realized it was me. The girl you were referring to, was me. Damn. I've read it thrice. And cried thrice. I have lots to say. But I have no words. I just feel so grateful to have a friend/mother like you. I owe you.
I sit here. Staring at the keyboard. Stoning. Shivering (i don't know whether I'm cold or because I'm just so full of anger and sadness. I've been getting this alot lately).
It's 3.30am. I know I have friends I can call to talk. I want to talk. But I don't want to think about all those.
TerminatorSalivation Salvation, tomorrow?
Thanks, Juin. For that blog post. In the beginning, I cried because I could relate to it thinking that I'm in the same position as that sad friend of yours. As I go on, I cried even harder and then I realized it was me. The girl you were referring to, was me. Damn. I've read it thrice. And cried thrice. I have lots to say. But I have no words. I just feel so grateful to have a friend/mother like you. I owe you.
I sit here. Staring at the keyboard. Stoning. Shivering (i don't know whether I'm cold or because I'm just so full of anger and sadness. I've been getting this alot lately).
It's 3.30am. I know I have friends I can call to talk. I want to talk. But I don't want to think about all those.
Terminator
yunsin
4 comments:
i'll be back!!!!! =P
I'm sorry to make you cry even more..but keeping things to yourself is never easy! :) Love ya!
its okay. it was something that i needed.
see what i said about you crying too often? heh take care!!
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