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PUIII HEREEE

and don't ask me coz i don't know what's going on with yuns.

HEH, gg.com.my.net.org.i-can-go-on-and-on... exam was pretty gg.com for me :D well its alright, i'll follow my own pace. i studied a lil bit and of course the amount of effort i put in is not enough but let this be a warm up lah okay.

to be honest, one of the reasons i dont have my own blog is because, I FEEL ANNOYING and i rant and rant like a baby. well its not really bad but i just think its pretty unnecessary. so don't ask me why i don't have a blog aite! :D

buttttt i do post knowing ppl read, coz i have reminders for them. not random ppl! ppl i loveee :D and its in a way passing reminders to the owner of the blog as well. coz sometimes we just do not hear from each other.

so today's reminder will be, DON'T EMO. =) seriously, smile. not like i don't but i dont like seeing ppl i love go down down downnn. i'm not gonna mention in detail but things get ugly sometimes and its pretty normal, have faith and things will be alright again. time heals.. just be patient (wowwwww the queen of impatience is saying that now) and things will turn out fine eventually. I've been in a good place for quite some time. At times i feel soo contented and happy there's really no solid reason to my happiness. and even happier when i see everyone around me in a good place as well? and this year has been a pretty good year for me. Not that nothing bad happened to me but i take them as either i deserved it, or it was for a good cause or some shite and look at the brightside deiii!! I've been through ALOT but nothing compared to alot of ppl in the world so i feel blessed la okay? Tonight i'mma pray for all god has given me and for my loved ones :)

Not like i have the right to knock this into a stranger's face but i'm just saying like how your parents would tell you, appreciate ppl you have in your life. Love them, spoil them. I never really knew how to do that but at least i learnt? and a cousin of mine is leaving for aus and i dont get to really go out and have a drink with him or anything coz of exams, SIGH.com wei!!! haih, dear god, how many ppl do you want me to miss??? you see, appreciate, appreciate!

I sound like i'm so right and everything, WRONG. I don't handle things as well but pls lah dont highlight my weaknesses :P during the time when i was pretty stressed, someone told me "Nothing is easy" and i agree. so true.. first it was leading a cheer team, and blalalala. and then now settling down to focus on my studies. that part is quite a challenge. But they are nothing compared to having to let go of something's that is still undeniably a part of me. BUT THEN AGAIN, look at the brightside? i'm giving someone a chance to be happier. What more can i do? right right right? i dont donate a million bucks to charity so at least i feel this burden to me is for a good cause, lol!!! and that is why i'm still staying strong, moi emo la! at times i feel i really cannot hang on any further but look, today i'm still here. so its alright, i'm not starving, i'm not homeless. though i say that, im still the kind whos up for luxury, ANYTIME ;)

And don't deny. Denial is bad. pls lah bros and sis, if you're sad, just let it out lah deiiii!! don't act all happy.. i'm always here :) i think i gotta start showing the angry face and go "JUST LET IT OUT LAH". coz i hate it when one pretend they are okay(not like i dont but now rarely okay!!) its like a burden and i feel the pain!! why not just cry, heeee.

wait. i actually have quite alot to write but alot has been going on and i'm more focused on the conversations im having(except for a convo with mouse, i havent heard from her i told ya) so thats all now. this post is quite...... disconnected. hahah! okay let me end this post with a famous quote ;)

"An empty stomach is an empty brain." -puiyee


HAHAHH!! OK im out.

PuiYee :)