#155 : I Was So Sure.

I'm finally online and blogging. Wheeeee!! Lotsa stuff happened the pass few days but i'm just too lazy to post it up so sue me =)

Why, tell me WHY. Nice people who are nice and i could actually get along and get close with always turns out freaky and lame and that scares me. Constant calls every night, countless unnecessary text messages that need not need to be replied back, turning up out of nowhere when i'm alone, following me around when i'm alone, i must say, especially the guys. Stop it. STOP. IT. Its really annoying especially when you think i'm actually angry at you guys when i dont give you much attention like i used to? Its really really tiring "entertaining" u people especially when you wallow in self-pity ALL THE TIME. God, i'm losing. Now now, if you ever think im ignoring you, its true. I need space and urghhhhhhhh

And those conflicts with me and some church people. You, i am not a freaky super religious girl. So do not talk to me like one. I will not NEVER claim anything to anyone. Not even to God. Be glad that I actually believe in God and thats enough for me. And you, we're not as close as we used to? Read the above and some other reason which i shall keep it to myself. And you, which i dont think you read my blog, i do not want to be friends with you and you can ask the second 'you' why since he tells you everything.

I think i'm gonna break down anytime. Physics & Chem & Add. Maths (tho i love it very much) is making me crack. Han is making physics very boring. He makes it very hard to concentrate in class. Lian puiyee and i was eating famous amos cookies in the lab today. Lian was reading a novel which was very VERY obvious and i was busy playing sudoku on lian's phone. I cant friggin' remember the chemistry stuff and Add Maths is starting to get confusing. Homeworks are just pilling up everyday. Arghh. I wanna cry.

So i'm done with emo-ing.
Shanta : Jimmy choo used to make custom designed shoes for princess diana

Yunsin : For someone whose so humble, custom designed shoes are like wow.
Li An : How can she be humble? Its so greedy of her to keep special shoes all to herself

Lunch today was fun. We were all laughing like shit. Puiyee suddenly laughing like mad. The thought of Marina sleeping when we were in penang made me laugh til i teared while trying to finally tell marina how she actually slept. Haha. Sonia invited me for her birthday so i'm thinking whether i should go.

I'm with love with James Morrison's songs =)
Especially, This Boy & The Letter.

Aaron's biggest smile last christmas.
I'd like to see more =)
I am very very sorry for the cacated quality

yunsin