#126: I Don't Feel The Freedom Yet.

soo....3 more hours and i'll be leaving for the airport. 5 more hours and i'll be leaving for shanghai. yay. its the end of pmr. couldnt help smiling when i reached school. pmr's goona be over soon. pmr's gonna be over soon. wanted to hibernate again after doing my geo paper but i couldnt. thinking that pmr's gonna be over in 30mins! raymond was snoring, AGAIN! the last few minutes was very restless. puiyee kept turning back to smile at me. i couldnt sit still. once we everything was over when everyone can get out of the hall, i couldnt believe i survived the whole pmr. i have been crying everyday worrying bout this stupid shit and thank god i still have him to be there for me eventhough we are.....*hermm*

went to midvalley with anisah after school. did some shopping with her cause my mum ffk-ed me again the 3rd fuggin time this year. she only had 10mins for lunch with us. i was so pissed during lunch i wanted to burst but yeah, gotta stay strong. when she left i msg-ed her, "u owe me your time" "i'll make it up to you" "when u retire?" and there wasnt any reply after that. on the way back, she asked, "why still so unhappy, gave u money to shop also unhappy". i dont want the money to shop, tho i'd really appreciate her giving me more (she only gave RM100) but its the time i wanna spend with her. god dammit.

ahh welll,

have to have a good time in shanghai so i kinda forget it all la.

happy early birthday, teh-wi & terry on the 9th!

till sunday night,

tata!

yunsin